Today, I am a little upset. I do not quite know the reason why but I am not feeling happy, so to say. Probably, something is wrong, probably something ain't wrong but that's the way I am feeling right now. I guess we do not feel the same everyday.
But, I just don't like to be upset or sad, I love to laugh, to joke, to talk a lot. But today is just not my day, it seems. Moreover, the weather since last evening has been gloomy as well. Not that I am complaining, since it's been raining cats and dogs and I love the rains - I love to get wet in it, I love shivering when the cold winds hit my wet body, but perhaps, it's been so gloomy that somewhere our moods get affected by it... Perhaps...I don't really know.

Moon has been another thing that has been bothering me since the last couple of days. I just didn't want to see her at the g2g but of course she was there with her boy-friend - the great Ken! I mean, I feel happy the way I am, but she has just jeopardized my whole life. Anyone I meet (my friend, that is), the first thing he/ she asks is how are we guys (me & Moon) doing...I'm tired of this...But then, people will ask since they have always seen us together, they know that we are "one"..It's just that it's over for long now and people (both me & her) have moved on which our friends and families need to understand and more importantly, accept.

I've been complaining a lot I guess. It's not that I don't love what I have. I am pretty content with myself but I think there is perhaps "something" that's been ravishing me since the past few days; that's been just troubling me. I would just love to know the reason why I am upset this morning but I guess as the day passes by, I will be alright. Well, at least I hope I get back to my usual self.

I also met Princess last evening after about 3 days of not meeting at all, and needless to say, I absolutely loved it. I was waiting at the Lajpat Nagar bus stand (as usual) and I caught a glimpse of her from far off. And I was absolutely flattered all over again! I mean she just looks so lovely. I love her like perhaps, I did not even loved Moon. Yes, I do find her really good. She is so cool and calm that sometimes she might come across as non-chalant but she sure knows what's happening around her, all the time. She is a little kiddish, yes, but that is something that I love. I love the way she talks to me, I love the way she looks at me, I love the way we walk hand-in-hand, I love the way she smells, I love the way she sometimes gets irritated while arrangine her hairs, I love the way we get wet in the rains and then shiver; basically, I love everything about "us".. :-)

Okay, I guess, I must get back to work now. As it is, I get lost in thoughts whenever I think of Princess, because she is just so lovely that I just cannot help but think about her time and time again. This feeling is just lovely - this mushy, romantic feeling. I just want to be with her, spend time with her; I want to talk to her for hours on end on anything and everything - from something fruitful to perhaps some of the most idiotic things, to something real naughty...

Ahh! Enough - for now, that is! ;-) ;-)

-Cheers ( I feel better already - Even the thought of Princess just cheers me up)...